Light in the Dark

A lot of good to report as of late but it's hard to write about such things when I think about the families in CT.  I just can't wrap my brain around it all - beyond heartbreaking.

So.  D was in the Christmas Cantata last week and rocked as a cow.  I missed his dramatic debut, as I was behind the screen assisting Angel Gabriel, Mary and Joseph, and the donkey.  Had to be done.  But Daddy and Gogo saw him so it's all good.
I think the kids did a great job but apparently were on a high after their performance.  Once we got back to our classroom, things fell apart.  It was like someone had misted the room with pure sugar and they all sniffed at once.  They were dancing, arm wrestling and singing.  Insanity.  Next thing I know, the Director is coming in.  Busted, including me.  She gave a wonderful talk about the importance of Christmas and the story of the Cantata.  Then she turned to me and through what I believe to be gritted teeth, told me Good Job on the performance.  I tried to tell them I was an unsuitable candidate for this teaching position…

Speaking of Church...yesterday at Mass, Nora heard the bells ring during Consecration.  She pipes up loud enough for everyone within a fairly decent range to hear, "When the Bell Rings, it's Time to go Home!"  Nice.  She also announced she had to poop during, so really all the way around, it was a holy experience.
She has been pretending she is a Cheetah a lot lately-she growls and hisses instead of speaking, which I guess is her interpretation of Cheetah-speak.  It's cute but can be a tad embarrassing.  This weekend we celebrated my nephew's first bday and when greeting extended family, she did it in Cheetah-ese, complete with ferocious face.  Good times, always.

D has been sick but was well enough to play yesterday.  He visited a friend in the neighborhood and his mother tells me when D arrived, he took notice of their beautiful Christmas tree.  He says "Wow.  Is that an 8 footer?"  Nodding, he says "We have a 6-7 footer."  Killin' me, Smalls.  Such a little man already.

GoGo delivered this note to me last night as I washed up dishes and cleaned the kitchen from dinner.  Love her.
Of course, she also made me a card the other day that implored me to "Sit Next to Me, Poop."  So, there you go.



These little people are my entire world.  I cannot imagine my life without them in it.  Today Squeezalicious and I are surprising D and Gogo at lunch.  I don't normally visit on days I have my youngest home from school but I feel like having them all together today.  
I just want to walk in their school and see them there, safe.  Together.  

Yesterday was my mother's birthday, she should have been turning 64.  I know my sister and I were her entire world, too.  She would have sacrificed anything to keep us safe and together.  

That's what parents do, the world over.  We work tirelessly to keep these little lights shining.  
All we can do at the end of the day, is to live so that our kids know we love and cherish them.
And I surely do.





Christmas Cheer

So GoGo made her First Holy Confession last week.  She was a bit nervous before, but we talked about it quite a bit and once in the Church, she seemed ok.  She was in line and talking to the priest for a hot minute  before she was back to our pew.  In fact it was so fast, I questioned Quick Draw McGraw, doubting that she had even opened her mouth to talk to the priest.  As she is attempting to climb over the back of the pew, she tells me that she had indeed talked to one.  Pointing, she says "That One Right There!"  Okay, then.  She then proceeded to confess to me as well, do her penance and then the Mission was complete.

D is going to be part of the 3rd grade Christmas Cantata at Faith Formation.  His first choice of characters?  A cow.  Lucky boy, that was the part assigned to him last night.  In fact, most of the boys wanted to be the animals.  Go figure.  I am helping Mary, Joseph and the donkey with their parts.  Joseph asked "When is the part where I marry Mary?"  I told him it was already done and he was good to go.  This ought to be good…

Squeezalicous walked around most of yesterday morning crying because she wasn't in any of the preschool photos D has in a little album.  It's something his teacher made for him in his 4 year old class.  She was literally sobbing at one point.  Sheesh.  So, I took one of the 5 flash drives loaded with photos up to the CVS and printed 20 pics of her at various stages of development.  We then headed to Tarjay and purchased a pink album, loaded it up with said photos and I had one happy 3 year old girl.  It made me realized though, how many more photos I have up and around of the GoGo and D.  Poor 3rd child.

The other day she was wandering around downstairs, looking for something to do.  I suggested she go upstairs and play with her sister.  She tells me "I can't.  GoGo said if I can come in her room again, she will call the police."  In her Elmer Fudd voice, this made me die.

The kids' classes are participating in some program to help a village in Africa purchase livestock and water purifiers.  I hope I understand it correctly, but that's about the gist of it.  So, they are to do chores and earn money to donate.  D came home and wanted to spend $50 of his own piggy bank money so "I can buy a pig for somebody."  Love that boy.  I talked him down to $20 as I know the rest of the class are also generously giving.  GoGo was good with $10.  Of course, she can't find her wallet she has stashed all her monies in, anyway.  Guess who got to donate?

I am done Christmas shopping with the exception of one thing for D and it's super easy.  I am wrapping everything Thursday and then on to baking!  I ordered a couple of Christmas albums off Etsy so after school the kids do their homework to Bing Crosby and Ray Conniff.  I don't know how much it adds to their brain function, but it's fun.

So ready for Christmas here, except for the fact we have no tree yet.  Some great friends came into town this weekend and it was a non-stop party.  So, we never made it to a tree lot but tomorrow is a new day and I don't think these kids will let too much more time go by without one.

Counting down...